This will be my forty-third dissection. All in the name of advancing medical science they say. Always a different start each time, this time they opted with the heart and lungs. Heart pumping on the table next to me, lungs rising and falling, separated completely from the rest.
A panel of doctors and faceless men taking notes and discussing what steps are to be taken next. It doesn't matter what they do, always the same result. In the end, I slowly pull myself together, and once I'm done, they begin to prepare me for the next procedure.
Time for forty-four.
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